Um...yeah...then there's that...

So...today the truck is up for sale.

Now, with the truck up for sale...I plan on paying off some debt to some really close people I know to get that over with. And then using the rest to go overseas. But I am having second thoughts about leaving right now. I cannot explain. I just am.

So, without knowing exactly what is behind why I am having second thoughts, here is what is going through my head:

:: Is it a distraction to see how strongly I feel I neeed to be there?

:: Is it that it is the right time?

:: Is it God?

:: Is it the enemy?

:: Is it one of those roads you follow God down, so that he can get your attention and get you aligned up for something completely different than what you were following Him towards? You know the whole, follow me to A but I really just needed to get you moving, and I really want to get you to go towards B.

These are the reasons that I am awake since 5am this morning. My prayer...to sell the truck, to know what is next, to know what is right. To have peace.